birthday benny,

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cindy21st chalet were great. you should have seen the crowd. was uber huge. even camera man cum video were invited, so.. what do you think. hohoho.

but when we reached , the cake cutting was already over wtf. lol. but anyway. if only 99 roses were meant to be mine. omfg. I tell you the roses were the highlight. was super pretty.

group pictures were taken but its yet to arrive....

I can't stop wishing if this were MINE !

AWWW ~ THROW ME ROSES WILL YOU?!?!?!?!?!??!! :D

my 2 off days were with darling.. for the entire day(: was blissing. loved it. went bugis, town, cathay, movie, shop, eat, with baby on wednesday.:D and I bought me new phone. this k77oi. its purple(:

thursday to swimming, met the sun. eastpoint andddd yi po hse to meet xuan2.

you my everything.

cousin ( ah boy ) birthday. .

Because of my lousy cam, I didnt shot alot.



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mini picnic with Nokiaparkway people. were great ;) bday celebration of a few friends in there..
upload group pictures soon if possible..

Happily dining @ parkway. :)
Missya girl.
Nice catchng up with you..


tomorrow is offday, yay. I can spend time with darling & ahma & home:D

HappyBirthdayahBOY!:D

shall upload pics soon I guess. its sunday tomorrow,and there's this thing called work :( NNBCBBBBBBBBB :((( everyone is thinking about whats up on a sunday morning, sunday afternoon , sunday evening but I don't see a choice . yawns.

after a day or rather, a day & a half of workless, I don't very much remember going back to Nokia anymore. I hope I can have more time for me & myself.

anyway on goodfriday, aft work headed to dar 's aunty hse for BBQ.. its simply just a day for everyone to catch up & laughs... ;)

Saturday, my off day which is TODAY... went over to CDC & you know wtf. it says closes @ 12 PM BUT YOU KNOW THE NET SAYS 3. I was total boiling because firstly I was fucking alone Secondly I fuckiNg hell took a cab. walao. I almost cry I tell you

Headed home , met up angeline mei mei @ Bugis to buy our biao di/ge present. Bought a cake then.... Hmmm... & I SAW CECILIA. like been years?! We were on phone before that,,,,, Hahahaha.

So, went pasir ris for BBQ and his friends were like WOW! many many people. and it indeed allow me to miss my OE gatherings. where we used to hang as a group.... awww~ soon people!

I thought good friday were meant to be some holiday for ME but haha NOT.omfg but its okay till 5. I guess its gona be fast right . .Hmph ... I felt so left away from what, town? guess so, been working like weeks? waking up like very early? I hvnt been lying on bed till dawnn ... hai hvnt been doing my stuffs;(

I missed those so called my days.



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I missed you my friends.

smiles to crys, she's back:)

happy37mths*

as usual, highlight of the day.:) met up as early as 8 in the morning for cycling. healthy lifestyle ha. prepared some snacks which i didn't take any pictures of, fuck.
reached ecp round, 9. rent for 2hrs. morning breeze great. however bickering just seems to occur. =/ but everything were still as wonderful.






































cabbed down bugis after which, got heels from dar, had meals from dar.. ; )

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Dreamt a dream which allow me to woke in tears
I thought I do wrong you
for that moment
you were the only one who seems running through my mind.

omfg i love you baby

today's god damn yawning .. was praying that time might go a little faster but haha guess god is not answering me. tomorrow yay. because its my offday & its my day with darling :D Its our 37th. ^_^ hehe. hope's gona be awesome yo.

despite the type of, tiredness, I still managed to crawl to get some snacks for ourself . :D I can;t wait ~

month of march so rainy. been pouring cats dog everyday? haha. i swear i gona bring my cardigan, jacket whatever. been freezing so often these days, like fuck. have got sucha weak, I don't know what. I just know my hands got cold very easily and now the rain adding to it, so much so like genting. Aw.. talking about genting, am missing it. Sighhhhhhh.

Okay. I met darlng for breakfast today. I missed him so much! ^.^ Surprisingly after 3yrs+ the sorta feelings towards him is still those whoa! kind. :) and despite those shouting exchanged I sorta swore I wouldn't wana do so to him anymore. Its heartaching to go against him ........ to not listen to him , to make him angryy, to whatever. I just feel like obeying him, very much:)

PS : TAKE CARE PEOPLE , REMEMBER TO BRING UMBRELLA OUT ....AND A JACKET PERHAPS TO MAKE U FEEL SECURE.....(:

PS: I MISSED SHIRUI DIANA SHEVONE YANHAN WINNIE
( IF ONLY WE EVER HAVE TIME TO MEET UP.. )

PS: I DO IMAGINE THAT WE WERE STILL SISTERS, GREEN.

PS: OPERIANS, DO CALL OUT FOR GATHERING. BEEN AGES.

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before heading to my dreams tonighttt, I simply need my reddy gloves for companion. Rainy day spells asleep.. I can't helped jumping to bed now.. : )

But this rainy day kills my offday . I supposed to do alot but I did plainly none but I get to sleep , which I sorta wanted very badly . But I didn't getto meet my jerrome :( Because we'd quarrelled today:( Stupid quarrels . When everything seems smoother, its already like 6 ? :( Anyway am sorry for spoilling this morning .. SIGH

been to zouk last night , with ziny huiyi huifen&her friends, titan&people, caili eugene &people. saw many familiar people. Its not as great , too huge groups of underaged which did literally pissed the older ones off . Its like I guess 3/4 are those fourteens, fifteens, sixteens. -_-" ZZZ

tomorrow work .. :( ok lah i still feel uneasy for not being able to meet dar today HAI.. :(((( tomorrow morning lorr. mac okay.:)

I stared helplessly hoping I can do anything to ever change the fact but I know its unlikely to be a little possible but maybe there's still a way but again. that little way require whole loads of hardcore efforts which I don;t even know I can ever compromise. However, I guess I wouldn't allow any chances to slip by anymore maybe due to lost of it a million times that i;m more than willing to use the word determine now. you'll see it. Very , very , soon. I shall start off with a Monday. which is tomorrow, the 10th.

These few days been rather sleepless.. erm , work. haha.

7march, celebrated John 21st , but. . it didn't turned out good. he was drinking too much pure that actually led him to hospital... sigh. gave us fuck shock. because he used to have some health problem .. but anyway he's feeling better I guess. John, get well soon..


so went simpang w crys & zin after visiting him at hosp. knocked off early at 6 today result in "staying" back for 2 days till 9PM sigh but god bless tomorrow spells sunday & I getto say bye at 5pm =D yay .




I don't know if these were called mocking but I fucking hell felt uneasy, perhaps pissed was the only word.

I think blogging is the only place i do rantings - yawns i can't stop complaining about how tired am I after working each day haha but my off day is friday which seems quite near but still far. anyway am transfer to another kinda job scope. calling up cust for their ready mobiles, and alot of admin here & there ,, I miss dar leh :(((

Home is the sweetest drug

to know i'm out the whole day , being homed was the only joy to look forward.. am just doing those upgrading, VIDs, PSNs coding and it could all make me so tired. I can't help to wished I'm home entire day, watching tv, com, read, slacks, sleep, grandma, anything. I just don't wana work:( but the environment is alright, people are funny. ARGH NOKIA !!!


anyway yest was my first day. dar accompanied me along, had macs before that. ;) thankyou boyfr. love ya most;D

friday is my offday. go offday, can't wait. ^.^

" ♥ FEBRUARY = ATTITUDEAbstract thoughts. Outgoing.Loves reality and abstract.Intelligent and clever. Changing personality.Attractive.Fun to be around with.A real speed demon.Has more than one best friend. Able to cheer anyone up and make them laugh. Amazing smile. An awesome kisser.Temperamental. Honest. A very good girlfriend/boyfriendand loyal. Determined to reach goals. Lovesfreedom. Rebellious when restricted. Lovesaggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt.Gets angry really easily but does not show it.Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friendsDaring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp.Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous.Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someonenew and realize that you are a perfect match. "


In a way 2 quite true lehs .. expecially that awesome kisser part , loyal part, sensitive etc hahaha but others like intelligent attractive also quite true... =XXXX

JUDGE IT MY FRIEND ?

Went erm, actually supposed to be interview, but because of jerrome's laziness which means no interview for me anymore.O_O because he claim his mother have better offers .. anyway am starting work on Monday at MarineParadeNOkiaCAre.

met zin daniel zk for slacks previous previous night.. went watson with mom previous night, going no where tonight. sr asked for shopping with shev but because I woke up too early today to actually helped out aunty at her shop so,sorry girls. :c